Monthly Archives: May 2011

Fear

Posted on May 21, 2011 by Chaos5150

I find myself afraid of a lot of things lately: Afraid of going through life alone. Afraid of being a bad mommy. Afraid of my child dying before old age claims her. Afraid I’ll not be able to provide for … Continue reading →

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A bad day for eating

Posted on May 17, 2011 by Chaos5150

It was cold today.  I woke up this morning to my alarm and the sound of rain, and seriously considered calling in sick to work.  All I wanted to do was stay in my nice, warm bed and cuddle with … Continue reading →

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Writing Exercise #2

Posted on May 10, 2011 by Chaos5150

I stepped out into the cold night air, shutting the door behind me.  The moon wasn’t full, but so bright that it you could see everything clearly.  It was late, the street was empty, and the neighborhood lights were off.  … Continue reading →

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A wish for my daughter on Mother’s Day

Posted on May 8, 2011 by Chaos5150

Today is (kinda) my first Mother’s Day.  I know, I know, I’m still pregnant, but some people insist that I am still a mommy so I got mixed wishes, both for Happy Mother’s Day, and Happy Pre-Mother’s Day. The day … Continue reading →

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