Monthly Archives: October 2011

Everything Will Be Ok

Posted on October 30, 2011 by Chaos5150

Everything Will Be Ok…..this is what I tell myself when I look at her sleeping in my arms. Her eyes closed, face relaxed, I hold her against my breast and just watch her breathe.  She sighs softly, the sigh of … Continue reading →

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Dreams

Posted on October 23, 2011 by Chaos5150

I’ve dreamed about him almost every night for the past 2 weeks.  He’s not in whatever plotline that’s going on in my head, but he’s always in there somewhere making an unwanted cameo. His appearances are subtle, never a main … Continue reading →

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Visitation

Posted on October 19, 2011 by Chaos5150

My daughter is over 2 months old now, but I believe she was a little more than a month old when her Daddy brought up overnight visits.  I so was not ready for that.  So many thoughts went through my … Continue reading →

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The more things change….

Posted on October 9, 2011 by Chaos5150

….the more they stay the same. That’s how the saying goes, anyway, but for me I can’t say that’s totally true. Rachel was born on August 15th, 2011. I’m told I had an “easy” labor, and if that’s the case … Continue reading →

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