Category Archives: depression


His mouth opens and lies fall from it, they swirl around me warm and comforting. This warmth settles onto my skin like a soft blanket then sinks in through my pores to warm my insides. The warmth fills me and … Continue reading

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A Good Day

Today, strangely, turned out to be a good day. Nothing happened today to make it good.  I actually woke up kinda depressed.  You know, the usual stuff, had a hard time getting out of bed because whats the point?  I … Continue reading

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A Hard Day

Today was difficult, to say the least. I couldn’t concentrate at work. I was weepy all day. I couldn’t eat. And then, after delaying going to his home to pick up my baby girl, I had to wait for his … Continue reading

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Don’t Panic…..

….which is what I have been telling myself most of the evening.  As usual, I didn’t listen to myself. So what caused this emotional turmoil?  I hadn’t heard from my baby’s daddy much over the last few days, if at … Continue reading

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Bad Day

Today is a  bad day, emotionally. Today I woke up and couldn’t get out of bed for a couple of hours, not because there was any pain to keep me there, or because I was still tired (which I wasn’t), … Continue reading

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Pregnancy and Depression

I don’t know if its ok that I reprint this, even though I put the link and everything in it so the people that DID write it get credit for this.   Its just, I don’t feel there is a safe … Continue reading

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There is no shame in dying

What is it like to die? Is it quiet?  Is it that quiet you hear at 3am on a weekday when the world around you is still asleep?  That hush before the sun rises and shines it’s light upon the … Continue reading

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My biggest loss…..

As you anonymous, and most-likely non-existent, readers are probably aware, the last two years have been very difficult for me on a personal level (my career is doing great).  I’ve done a lot of healing, but am not yet a … Continue reading

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