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Anger and Fear

I am an angry person.  I was not always this way….maybe a small part but nothing like I am now.  I was always told I was patient and easy going.  Not mellow, there’s a little something too chaotic about me … Continue reading

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Frustration

I am so frustrated right now.  My mom informed me that she would no longer be helping me with daycare, and that’s fine.  I talked to my baby’s daddy about it and he offered to watch our daughter, but she … Continue reading

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Frustrated

I am completely frustrated with so many things, and after what happened while watching last weeks “Bones” episode I’m wondering if my antidepressants should be upped.   The background plot to the story was that the person whose murder they were … Continue reading

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Single Parent…kinda

I feel like a single parent.  I know I am one, but tonight I FEEL like one and this makes me sad.  Rachel’s daddy doesn’t feel like he’s a Daddy to me, he feels like a babysitter.   It was hard … Continue reading

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Out of the Fog

I’m finally fully functional again….well, almost.  I’m still hungover from the beating my brain took Sunday and Monday.  This wasn’t a 20 rounds with Mike Tyson beating, this was an LAPD beating that lasted for two days, like uniformed officers … Continue reading

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A Hard Day

Today was difficult, to say the least. I couldn’t concentrate at work. I was weepy all day. I couldn’t eat. And then, after delaying going to his home to pick up my baby girl, I had to wait for his … Continue reading

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Baby Time

I was advised, some time ago, to go to the courts and have custody and visitation put down on paper.  This was advised to me to protect Daddy’s visitation times in case I got mad at him, so I wouldn’t … Continue reading

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