Category Archives: Life

Ruled by Fear

Today I had the opportunity to spend some time with my beautiful little girl, so after work  I picked her up from daycare and we went straight to Knott’s Berry Farm to get a few hours in of rides, fun, … Continue reading

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Attitude

Its amazing how well things are going for the me right now.  I’m moving into a two bedroom apartment this month, so Rachel will be getting her own room.  I am having so much fun with the decorating ideas for … Continue reading

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Rainy Day Walk

Yestarday started out like any other weekend day: slept in until 7:30am (which is when Rachel wakes me up), got up, made breakfast, ate breakfast….wait, what is that noise? Why are the windows all wet?  Oh wow! It’s raining! I … Continue reading

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Don’t Touch Me

I don’t like to be touched by just anyone, and that’s any touch. The brush of a hand against mine, a touch at the small of my back to let me know that someone is behind me, or even a … Continue reading

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Lies

His mouth opens and lies fall from it, they swirl around me warm and comforting. This warmth settles onto my skin like a soft blanket then sinks in through my pores to warm my insides. The warmth fills me and … Continue reading

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A Good Day

Today, strangely, turned out to be a good day. Nothing happened today to make it good.  I actually woke up kinda depressed.  You know, the usual stuff, had a hard time getting out of bed because whats the point?  I … Continue reading

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Star Wars Day (aka: a day with my baby’s Daddy and his boys)

Today I got to do something I’ve been so excited to do since I heard about it.  Today I went to the Star Wars exhibit at the Discovery Science Center. I know, I’m a geek. I have been in love … Continue reading

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